Source of anxiety: Dependence

Lately, I’m evaluating why I am feeling anxious.

At work, I have been comfortable delivering difficult bugs and solutions. As long as I am depending on myself, I am comfortable with that.

Now I have to learn to be comfortable in depending on my team to deliver the solutions and other teams not under me to finish on time. God is exposing the following weakness:

1. Be comfortable on relying on others and not be in control. Drawing out the best from them.  Demand and expect it from your team.

2. Prioritize distributing the load more than taking the load.

Indeed everything new is uncomfortable at first, but God exposes us to problems and challenges so that we would grow.  Thank you Lord for your guidance, and training.